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I live my life by the rules, and the rules are set by me.

The Girl


-minshan-
&; ah mao
&; 29.o4.1987
&; nanhua girl + sa + nanyang business school undergraduate
&; mao 5 club

-typical taurean-
&; loyal
&; practical
&; determined
&; resourceful
&; stubborn
&; short-tempered

-hearts-
&; jay chou
&; S.H.E. >> Hebe
&; R&B
&; chinese songs
&; watching tv
&; ball games
&; singing
&; gossiping
&; mahjong-ing
&; sleeping

-loathes-
&; betrayers
&; liars
&; backstabbers
&; bullies

Wish Upon a *Star


To be richer
Good grades
See jay chou
Go to jay's every concert
Happier life
Adapt to university life

SweetHearts


|SookYee|
|Bena|
| |HuangPing|
|Elyse|
|Hubert|
|Abby|
|JieFang|
|Katherine|
|Class A51|
|Feebs|
|YeanLing|
|JieSung|
|YueKai|


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!Sunday, February 20, 2005

today was my grandma's funeral.. everything was okie until the moment she was kinda pushed into the thingy to be cremated.. tt's very sad.. everyone started calling her.. the atmosphere was reeli sad..i wasnt in the veri good mood after tt..

managed to rush down for SA's campus rumpus.. but coz of my lousy mood.. everything went wrong.. i was having a veri serious mood swing.. veri veri bad one actualli.. though i wanted my frens to be with me after my stupid 'service to college' but i juz din wanna force them lah.. but i am not angry or wad.. juz tt not in the mood to go and tell ppl, "hey i am veri sad today leh.." dun wan to look pitiful or wad, tt's not me too.. even till this very moment.. my emotions are still veri strong.. feeling unhappie and damn neglected.. today simply sucks.. i cried so many times.. dislike it.. but i hate the feeling of swallowing my tears more.. its alwayz hard to act on the brave front.. though most of the time i managed to do it.. but ultimately, the one suffering silently is juz me.. onli me..

why is life like this? the moment i try my best to be happie with the stupid life i am leading, something bad muz happen to prove to me tt it's impossible to reeli like my shitty life now.. i noe its so selfish to keep hoping tt the same old frens will be with me alwayz.. but i juz cannot help it.. they are like the onli ppl i can turn to.. but i am alwayz selfish.. today i tried not to.. tt's y i feel so damn sad... i am juz being too hopeful.. tt's it..

Shanny
; @ 3:40 PM